Life sucks

Life sucks !!! fucking doucebags and damn muthafuckers. Today is media planning and I couldn't find a group for my group assignment. As usual, I have no choice but to beg and kowtow my way through. It's no point talking nicely and being reasonable.
I am so sick and tired of doing ..... I hate begging but I have no choice. How I wish that it is an individual assignment.
What is wrong with adding an extra member??? When I ask them, they give me the stupid lameass reply that their group is full and blabla.
Supposingly, this will be my third year and second semester but due to some reasons I am now in my third year first semester. Whatsmore, there are liked 6 subjects this semester which makes my life extermely hectic.