The worst day of my life has yet to begin. Imagining having six subjects with the workload of assignments together not including all the upcoming pop quizzes and mid-term tests. It's already week 5 and I haven't even started on my media ethics assigments.
Since few weeks ago, I went to talk to the lecturer about this. She told me to ask around and I did exactly what is being told for the past few weeks. Went around begging, pleading and asking and was sick. It is fucking wasting my time and it's not liked I have nothing else to do.
Right now, I feel that my blood is boiling for the stupid class rep has not send me my notes, files and attachments as exactly being . I have paid all the class funds and I only want every single piece of my notes that I am supposed to receive. The pressure and tolerance that I give is already way over the peak. There is an extreme bitterness inside me and it is making me sick.
By right, I am supposed to be in my year three and semester two but due to some reasons I am stuck in year three semester one. At first, I thought that it is supposed to be a good thing given that I can start my life afresh with friends whom I already know since my KTAR pre-uni days.
But know it seems liked I am stuck in some kind of vicious cycle which is liked some bad karma.
When I successsfully finished my industrial training, I thanked god that it is finally over and I can now proceed to year three. During my three months time of industrial training, I have reflected on many things in my life and my sheer ignorance in the past.
The only thing is missed about my previous class is that I have wasted a good few months of my time where I would have graduated much earlier and on time. The other thing that I missed about my previous class is the goodness and helpfullness of one certain honest and kind individual. When I said kind, I mean that " " is better than the rest of the dipshits. Whenever I accidentally miss my class due to my blurness, " " woudl surely sms me and in
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
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